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Seth Eric Baumgartner
July 9, 1985 - July 27, 2003
July 9, 1985 - July 27, 2003
Dear Seth,
Today. I can't turn my brain off. Can't
stop the thinking. The what ifs. The last
smile. The last words on my voice mail.
Last wave goodbye. Last, "love you,
Mom". All those lasts. They are the most
heart wrenching memories anyone could
ever imagine. Maybe, just having them, is
supposed to make me smile, but they
don't. They are not just memories of my
perfect son, they are forever stamped
with the word 'last' and I WANT MORE.
You were supposed to come home. I can't
stand this baby. I'm so so sorry. I miss you
so much. It wasn't enough. Not nearly. I
would do anything to spend another day
with you. And then that wouldn't be
enough because my life will never be right
without you. I miss your laugh, I miss your
smile, I miss your voice, I miss you so
much...so very very very much.
I Love You,
Mom
Today. I can't turn my brain off. Can't
stop the thinking. The what ifs. The last
smile. The last words on my voice mail.
Last wave goodbye. Last, "love you,
Mom". All those lasts. They are the most
heart wrenching memories anyone could
ever imagine. Maybe, just having them, is
supposed to make me smile, but they
don't. They are not just memories of my
perfect son, they are forever stamped
with the word 'last' and I WANT MORE.
You were supposed to come home. I can't
stand this baby. I'm so so sorry. I miss you
so much. It wasn't enough. Not nearly. I
would do anything to spend another day
with you. And then that wouldn't be
enough because my life will never be right
without you. I miss your laugh, I miss your
smile, I miss your voice, I miss you so
much...so very very very much.
I Love You,
Mom
Send us a sign....
CURRENT MOON
Happy Birthday Seth!
Your spirit will always be with
me.
My every thought of you brings
joy to my heart.
I miss you so much
Love You
Your Step Dad
July 9, 2009
Your spirit will always be with
me.
My every thought of you brings
joy to my heart.
I miss you so much
Love You
Your Step Dad
July 9, 2009
7/27/09
